
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Preparing For Minnesota

Saturday, November 21, 2009
Gavin's Basketball
Friday, November 20, 2009
Monday, November 16, 2009
What...

Pizza Picnic at the Park





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Saturday, October 31, 2009
Halloween 2009
Friday, October 30, 2009
The Name Curse
I didn't really have any issues until Sara and I were preparing to get married over ten years ago. "What do we put on the marriage license?" Also around this time, I found out that my dad was a bit concerned about me carrying on my step-father's last name. My dad had altered his last name prior to all of this as well for the purpose of having a more unique name, as he was trying to be known as a self-employed artist. He took the first initial of his middle name and added it to his last name to make D'Hanson. As I was entering this new phase of life I decided to give in and change my name to Zachariah Z D'Hanson. Sara was originally on board to change her name too, but she backed out at the last minute because she felt weird taking a name that she's never associated to me before. So I went through the whole legal process to change my name, but then they couldn't figure out how to undo what wasn't done properly to start with. In other words, how do you change a driver's license that says Fitzsimmons to D'Hanson, when the only legal papers you have are converting Hanson to D'Hanson. How do you merge two social security numbers that say two different names? Nobody really knew how to fix it, so we gave up and just stuck with Fitzsimmons.
Now, I'm in Colorado, and my license expires at the end of next week. I went in to the DMV a few days ago and told the "number giving lady" that I'm from Minnesota and I need to get a Colorado driver's license. Her first question was, "does your current license have your full name?" I said, "yes" and showed it to her. She took a look at my middle name and said, "what does Z stand for?" I tried to convince her it was my full middle name, but she wouldn't accept it. I figured she was just being overly cautious, so went to another DMV the next day. I was denied AGAIN and the front counter. She said I could either prove my full name by my birth certificate or a passport. I don't have a passport and my birth certificate has a different last name on it. Today I tried again to see if I would have better luck with a different person. I also brought my birth certificate just in case they would let me get a license with Hanson as a last resort. This time, I actually made it passed the front desk so I was feeling optimistic. When my number was finally called, I did my best to "make friends" with the person who had the power to give or deny my driver's license. She was nice and began to enter my new address and verify all other information. Then she paused, stared at my license for a minute and said, "what's your middle name?" I explained the whole situation at that point and was eventually denied again until I can come up with some legal documents that prove that I've changed Hanson to Fitzsimmons (or possibly D'Hanson to Fitzsimmons).
After the second denial a couple days ago, I decided to start the name changing process. Here, in Colorado, they require me to get a background check done by getting two sets of fingerprints printed and sent to the FBI and the CBI. When I get the results back I can then start the paperwork with the state. This process could easily take two to three months. This will be beneficial in the long run, but doesn't do me much good with my almost expired license.
Since I've never been hassled when I've renewed in Minnesota, I'm very much tempted to fly back and do the renewal there. I would be really bummed if I went all that way and got denied again, but I'm not exactly sure what my immediate options are. Sara found a page on the CO DMV website that claims that there is an option to prove who you are by other means such as tax returns, employee w-2's, life insurance policy's, etc. I need to call on Monday and try to schedule an appointment with an investigator to see if this route is an option.
The timing of all of this is really a bummer, especially since we don't really have extra funds to be taking care of all of this stuff right now while I'm going to school. I guess I had plenty of time to take care of it before, I just didn't see the immediate need before now. I guess the bright side is that if I ever decide to be a criminal or a spy, I've already got some aliases to pick from... not many people can say that! :)
Friday, October 23, 2009
A Warm Visit From Minnesota




Aubri and Gavin had been planning the sleeping arrangements for a while before they came, although most of them didn’t work out. One of them being Brian, Mandy’s husband , and Zac sleeping together and Mandy and myself sleeping together. For some reason, the guys really didn’t go for that one. Also, Aubri had planned to sleep with Luke. Well, he was too scared to sleep away from his parents and she was too scared to be in the basement with him. One night, Carissa, Gavin and Aubri all crammed into one twin bed together. Sounds comfy doesn’t it? It’s no wonder that Carissa asked to sleep on a cot by herself near her parents the next night.
We had a lot of great laughs and one good scare too. My husband sometimes enjoys uncontrolled adventure. The picture of him and Aubri together looks carefree, but in fact, Aubri climbed up way higher than she should have alone (I think with Zac’s encouragement). The next thing I know Mandy is yelling, “Sara, Aubri could die up there.” Which was probably a bit of an over exaggeration, however, it was a bit scary. Zac spent a good twenty minutes trying to get up to her with rocks crumbling below him. Once he got to her, it took some courage for the two of them to get down together. The picture reminded me of what a wonderful comparison it is to our relationship with Christ. Aubriella was on top of this mountain that was crumbling; she was scared and had to wait patiently for her daddy to come rescue her. I thought that was the reason that God let the scenario play out as it did. It reminded me of him and his promises. That he is there for us, even when the waiting seems long and even when we feel afraid.
The Cornelius Family left at 4:30 in the morning on Sunday to catch there flight. What troopers! We miss them already.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Speech Therapy
Micah yelling, "TaDah!"Sunday, October 11, 2009
Homeschool Hoedown





Aubri changed her name and Gavin has a girlfriend...=O
All my kids are pretty creative, but Aubri, without a doubt, has the "artist/think outside the box" genes. A few weeks ago she decided she wanted to change her name. Half chuckling, we asked her what she wanted to change it to. She said "Briel". We didn't expect a serious name, but since it is part of her full name (Aubriella), we went along with it... not really expecting it to stick. But even now, she still corrects Sara when she introduces her as Aubri, so I guess it's sticking. She definitely keeps it interesting!
Subject II:
The kids have been playing with the neighbor girls: Hannah (8), Maddie (6), and Felicity (3) from a couple houses down quite frequently. Frankly, it's been awesome! They play together so well and it occupies their free time in a positive way.
They play house a lot, and Gavin is always the dad and he chooses Maddie as his wife. Lately Gavin's been talking about his plans to marry Maddie when he's older. It's all completely harmless at this age, as far as I'm concerned. A couple days ago, Gavin had a secret he wanted to tell me. He whispered in my ear, "Maddie had to go to the doctor and get her belly-button pushed back in a little. So I'm afraid we might not be able to have babies when we get married." I couldn't help but chuckle a little and assure him that the procedure would not hinder her from having babies. I have no idea if she really had a belly-button tuck done, but Gavin claims she did.
Here's a picture of the kids drinking hot chocolate with the neighbor kids. Maddie's the one sitting down next to Gavin. The little boy on the left is Will. He's another neighbor's kid from across the street. It's nice to have kids in the neighborhood.
Friday, September 25, 2009
Back to normal... I think.
Today we went to a home-schooler get-together at a nature center near the mountains. The kids had a fun time learning about different animals' super senses. Tonight, the family went to my new mentor's home for dinner. The school I'm going to sets the students up with a spiritual mentor during our time here. It's a pretty cool thing, I just find it sort of amusing that my mentor isn't much older than me, he's 38... not that age signifies spiritual maturity or anything :) I don't know him that well yet, but I think we'll get along pretty well.
Tomorrow night we're heading over to someone else's home from New Life. His name is Glenn Packiam, and he's basically the guy who's running the school these days; and he teaches one of my classes. He's also a songwriter and an author. I've used a couple of his songs in worship services before coming out here. He's an amazing teacher and has a remarkable knowledge of the scriptures, and just Christian history in general (post Bible). It's fun to get to know some of these guys that I've only heard or read about in the past. Another person that continues to blow my mind is a guy named Ross Parsley. He started this school originally, but has been less involved the last couple years. He still teaches some of the classes and hangs out with us whenever he can. The knowledge and wisdom that pours from these guys is just awesome to be exposed to.
We also have to be a part of the choir through the first module (though November). I wasn't too excited about it honestly, but I have to admit it was pretty fun last week. Jared Anderson (another guy who writes songs that I've used) was leading the worship music, most of which was brand new to me.
The school is certainly pushing me to be more disciplined in many ways, but I still feel like I'm on vacation most of the time; not because I'm not working hard, but because I'm loving every minute of it and it's still way less on my plate compared to life with the frame shop. I also find it very refreshing that there is so little emphasis on music so far. I didn't really come here seeking to be a better musician, I wanted to be taught how to be more relational, communicate more effectively, and learn what it means to be a worship pastor, not just a worship leader. The classes I have this module are: Pastoral Ministry, Organizational Communications, Biblical Foundations of Worship, and Christian Growth and Development. I'm also learning music theory for the first time and taking lead guitar lessons (both mandatory as well).
I was hoping not to have to work this year, but I think we will end up depleting what we have by the end of next summer. So, I decided to start looking for some part time work. Being that I know how to frame art, I naturally started there. There's a Fastframe here, so I visited them first. I made a good connection with the owner, but I got the impression things were pretty slow and they were in no position hire anyone at the moment. I visited another place, and they were out of business. I went to the third place on the list, and I just got a strange vibe and kept on driving by.
A couple days later I got a call from the owner of the Fastframe in Colorado Springs. They want to hire me to do consulting with them. I originally told them my history with Fastframe and had them call Fastframe Corporate as my reference. Apparently the store is struggling more than I thought and they're hoping I can point out some things for them to try or do differently. What an unexpected situation, but it's kind of an exciting opportunity for me. I'll do whatever I can to help them out. Hopefully there's some practical things I can point out along the way to better their situation, and not discover that it's completely economy related.
Monday, September 21, 2009
Snow?.. Seriously?
I've been loving school so far! It's actually been better than I expected, and my expectations were pretty high. Hopefully I can keep up with my reading. I'm not used to reading 8 books at a time, and needing to absorb them in a three month time frame. Sometimes I wish I could just plug the cord into my head (like in The Matrix) and just upload the information into my brain... that would be so much easier :)
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Cheyenne Mountain Zoo
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| Cheyenne Mountain Zoo |
Friday, September 4, 2009
Trip to the Airforce Academy and The Airplane Restaurant
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Update
Also, I finally got the e-mail this morning saying that the business sale FINALLY came through, which means now we can eat this year too :) God provides in His timing, but never, ever ceases to provide. Not that I ever doubted that, but I think I might sleep better tonight now :)
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Recap and Upcoming
I did take one with my phone's camera of Micah sitting in the little wooded area at Ron and Jane's. He's sitting in "the kitchen" of a little fort some other kids made:
Oh, did I mention it rained for the first hour or so at the BBQ?! It cleared up pretty quickly though and made it more enjoyable to do some outdoor games. I think the kids maybe enjoyed the rain more than the sun that day anyways! :)Gavin's been riding bike like crazy since we got here. I guess we give him a bit more freedom here than we did in Minneapolis. He actually just blew out his back tire the other day because it wore all the way through. So, I got a new tube and tire from Walmart and he's back on his way. On a somewhat related note, we were biking to the park as a family tonight and Sara was taking time to explain to Gavin why we need to stop and check for cars before crossing the street. She said something like, "and you'll want to be careful for cars like this that drive too fast..." and all of a sudden this young girl in a SUV comes flying down the road and hits the median curb and pops her tire! Then she sped off with a flat tire, probably embarrassed that our whole family just witnessed her blunder. I found it sort of funny, because we couldn't have had a better and more timely visual example to show Gavin what to watch out for.
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Another Test of Patience
The business sale funds are a pretty major piece of the puzzle when it comes to our survival for the next year. School starts for me on Aug. 31st, which means tuition is due. Luckily, I have one more credit card with enough space to cover tuition until the business funds come through.
I try not to think of what could happen at this point, I just focus on trusting God and His timing... which rarely lines up with my own. Over the past few years, He seems to be teaching me how to not use money as my source of security. This is against the ways of the world, which makes it harder to grasp... but I'm beginning to understand. When I can't rely on my own accomplishments, surroundings, other people, or my own bank accounts for security I have no where else to turn but to God and His peace and contentment. It keeps me drawing closer to Him everyday as we continue down a path of obedience, even though the future (in my mind) is very unknown. It's exciting and scary all at the same time. But there's a certain peace that hovers when I can sense I'm where I'm supposed to be, for now anyways.
Friday, August 21, 2009
Cave of the Winds
Yep, there's our cheesy tourist photo :) It was a fun day with the kids. Sara stayed at home with Micah while the older two and I headed to Cave of the Winds. We ended hanging out in the gift shop area while we waited for our tour to start. The kids had fun with the hats...
... among other things, including these candy treats they begged for. They were miniature toilets filled with flavored sugar and came with two plunger shaped suckers to dip in the sugar. I don't understand how that's appetizing, but the kids sure liked them!The kids really enjoyed the caves! I was hoping it wouldn't be scary for Aubri, but she seemed to be pretty fascinated by the whole thing. It's amazing to experience things through the eyes of your kids sometimes... it tends to give me an appreciation for some things that I might otherwise take for granted.
I tried to get a few pictures from inside the caves, but most of them didn't turn out very well because of the low light. I did upload a few though, just click on the "Photo Albums" link to the right. It's in the Colorado album. There were some beautiful sights right outside of the cave entrance that I attempted to capture as well.
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Hanging Out In The Ghost Town
There's more pictures at the link to the right that says, "photo albums".
We also went to Memorial Park which has nice grounds and on of the few lakes in town, but I kind of got the feeling that this is the "rougher" side of town. It sort of had that North Minneapolis vibe to it.
Right next to the park was the Olympics Training Center. There were several buildings there with titles for which sport it was dedicated to, but the bikes had an outdoor track so we watched them for a while. Surprisingly, Gavin was bored pretty quickly, but Aubri was fascinated by all the little details... mostly related to what they were wearing I guess.
We'll try to do as much sight seeing and adventure seeking as we can over the next week or so, but soon life will be busy. I fly back to Minneapolis on Sunday to take care of the business transfer and will return on Tuesday. My school orientation will start on Aug. 31st, and Sara and the kids will begin homeschooling around that time too.
I think tomorrow Gavin and I will check out some of the local caves. So much to see, so little time!
This is what I get to look at in the morning!
I know it's only been about a week, but I'm still fascinated by the view of the mountains from my front porch. It just helps to start the day out right.The only sight we were used to seeing from the front of our Minneapolis house was the neighbor across the street in his underwear smoking a cigarette. If I get a choice of first things to see, I choose mountains. :)
Monday, August 17, 2009
First Sunday at New Life Church
Yesterday we made it to New Life Church in Colorado Springs. This is where my worship leader school is based out of. It was fun to see how they operate there, and it was really great for Sara and I to worship together. It feels like it's been a while. The two older kids had a great time in their Sunday school classes, but Micah wasn't too happy we left him in his room. He made it about 20 minutes before our number showed up on the screen (our kids had numbers assigned to them and the parents are notified when they are needed by watching the numbers that appear on the screen.)The church building itself is certainly bigger than what we've been used to, but not overwhelmingly big. The upstairs was mostly dedicated to kids' ministries (where Gavin and Aubri went) and is set up really cool. It's almost like you're walking through a 3-Dimensional forest as you walk the halls and enter the classrooms. They seem very structured too, and actually teach the kids things rather than popping in a video to pass the time.
I'm sure we'll try to get plugged in in other areas as time passes. Sara went to a home schooling conference there on Saturday and met some great people and learned more about the home schooling community within the church. Sara was on the fence a little as she debated whether to go down the home school road or send Gavin to public school (which would be MUCH easier). The public schools in this area are pretty good, but she's decided to home school Gavin for sure. Ultimately, it gives us the ability to control what's being mentally and spiritually fed into our kids.
Saturday, August 15, 2009
We Made It!
Zac's dad, Steve, agreed to drive the big truck to Colorado Springs and was also supposed to pull one of our minivans behind it. Budget goofed up and didn't have a vehicle towing trailer available for us, even though we made the reservation weeks in advance. Zac's mom, Pam, requested time of from work at the last minute to drive our other van down for us. It all worked out and we were set to take off on Monday.
Steve left Monday morning, but the rest of us had to wait because we had our Minneapolis house closing at 4pm that day. After the closing, we got a bite to eat and hit the road. We basically drove non-stop through the night with only an hour or so to rest at a rest stop. Steve stayed in a hotel that night, so we ended up beating him to The Springs... which is good because we had to go get the keys to our new home once we made it into town.
So now it's Saturday and the exhaustion is beginning to fade. We've already met a few of the neighbors and we found some kids in the neighborhood that have been keeping our kids occupied. So far, everything feels very comfortable. We are very thankful for Steve and Pam helping out, it would have been extremely stressful if Zac and I had to move in without the help.
Steve flew home on Friday and Pam will fly home on Sunday. We were able to have one fun day together on Thursday as we visited Garden of the Gods and drove up to the top of Pikes Peak. Click on the album below to see some pictures:
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Saturday, August 8, 2009
Micah's Getting "Pumped" to Go To Colorado!
No, I did not make him pose for this picture... in case you're wondering :)The whirlwind continues: On Monday, the 10th, we'll be venturing out towards Colorado. We don't close on the house until 4pm, and then we'll leave after that. We plan to drive straight through so we can hopefully be there the next morning. We figured this would be the best way to keep the kids sane (and the parents) if they slept most of the way.
So, on Sunday we'll load the truck and my dad will start driving that Monday morning. He'll spend the night at some hotel along the way, and meet us in Colorado Springs later on Tuesday. He'll also be pulling one of our minivans behind the truck. I'll be driving the family in our other minivan, which will be pulling a small trailer as well. Hopefully we'll be able to fit everything.
We ended up getting the house we wanted in Colorado Springs so we'll head straight there. I hope we'll have time to show my dad some of the sites before he flies back that Friday.
The business transfer is scheduled on Aug.25th. I'll fly back Minnesota to take care of that, and then head back as my school starts orientation on the 31st.
Sara will be homeschooling Gavin this year. She's already getting plugged in to the big homeschooling community through New Life Church (same place I'm going to school). Sara's actually quite excited for the big move. I think we were both ready for a new chapter in life.
We've had a few "going away" parties so far, and I'm sure we'll be saying our final good byes to a lot of people who are helping us load the truck on Sunday. It's a little bit sad to leave people, but we know it isn't goodbye forever. We'll still come to Minnesota to visit on occasion.
There's a ton more we could be writing about, but it's been hard to find the time lately. We'll do our best to keep everyone updated on what's happening once we get out there.
Monday, July 13, 2009
Trip To Colorado


It's a really nice house and by far the cleanest that we looked at. Even the neighborhood seems freekishly clean... which is a good thing, but almost seems unnatural to me. Sara loves it, and that's most important. :) It's a little smaller than what we have now, but is actually much more practical with the layout, so it should suit us well for the next year.
On Saturday we took a bit of time to check out some of the sites including Seven Falls and Garden of the Gods. It is incredibly beautiful out there! There's just something so majestic about mountains. We also swung by New Life Church, where I'll be going to school. It was late Saturday by then, so there weren't many people there... but at least we got a chance to walk around in the building and check it all out.Sunday morning we left three hours early to catch our plane back to Minneapolis. EVERYTHING took longer than expected and our time quickly ran out. Once we finally got through the security check, we took off into a dead sprint to find our terminal. We showed up about 1 minute after they closed the doors to the plane (even though our plane didn't take off for another 10 minutes) The woman at the counter showed no mercy and we were forced to wait around on standby for the next two planes that were sold out. Thank God we made it on the next plane a couple hours later.

We finally made it back and then had to drive two hours north to pick up the older two kids who were at my moms house. We celebrated Micah's 2nd birthday a day early while we were there. That guy was a little trooper with all the traveling and car seats he had to endure over the previous few days. I think we're all recovering a little from the busyness of it all, but there's barely a second to take a breathe for the next month with all that we need to accomplish.
This week's goal is to get rid of as much as possible. We'll do some serious Craigslisting, and possibly have a yard sale this weekend too. The way I see it, the more we can get rid of means less stuff to move... I'm all for it.
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Latest Update

We also accepted an offer on our house. It was a bit less than what we hoped for, but it's a reasonable offer for the market were in... and the timing was right. The closing date is August 10th.
The business officially has a signed purchase agreement as of last week, but the big challenge now is getting the buyers financing together and the property lease set up before the mandatory Fastframe training that starts the 13th of July. If the buyer misses the training in July, he may have to wait until August to go through the training. This would really goof up our timing if I have to stick around through August. So hopefully some miraculous things will be happening in the next couple weeks to make it work with our timeline. We'll see...
Sunday, June 21, 2009
Hanging out at Mandy’s house




The move we will be making in August will be very difficult because of weekly routines and friends like these! I’m still trying to figure out how we will leave friends that have become family. I’m not sure what my kids will do without them and what I will do without their moms!

